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Grandma & grandpa

Long time didnt write blog....

2nd May -the day i wont forget....Finally grandma leave us forever.WIsh she can rest in peace in heaven.Thanks for u waitng me come bek to let me see yr last face.See yr hand swallon such a period.i know u sure vy vy pain but u cant speak out.U no need to eat so many medicine everyday,lay at hospital anymore....very sad when the time sent u to burn...Grandma,r u pain?

Grandpa loves my grandma so much...His heart vy pain n very regret cant see her last face.Grandpa ..u makes me so scared when the time u faint.No matter how i call u u oso didnt open yr eye...Your su han is come bek liao...i wan to bring u eat seafood n go wherever u wan to go...so U must stay health ah...Grandma,,pls dun bring over grandpa...let him stay with us,can?

Stay at home really make me feel safety n xin fu...Mummy ,u wait me a few month...we will reunion soon..U susah so many year le.its time for me to take care u.Miss u so much...

19 day more...

count down time started.2day i ask my boss permition to go bek hometown one week.he agree lo..a few week didnt see my mama.Although always chat with her in phone,the feeling is not same.Mama,do u know how much i miss u?this is my temporary motivation for me.the next motivation is chinese new year holiday...after chinese new year,no more holiday lo..so what is my next next motivation?

Jia You....Jia you...gambate...

When my eye first open in early morning, i keep asking myself y i at here?the place are not belong mine...i take 30 minit to Tanjung pagar then change bus to my working place..City hall..Bored place.After tat,must work work work...My supervisor mood seen like wind..Sometimes good n sumtimes terrible..If they are good in mood,i will lucky..If  they argue with their family or...then whole day i die n must see their face. I really no idea which one i should follow. everytime they said differently. No matter how hard i do n try, i still wrong.No chance for me to further explain..They are always right.Is it every working environment same?

Everyday take mrt by tired body.My whole day energy oredi face pc work work work...I still have take 14 station n change bus to reach "home".Sometimes really wan give up this kind of live. No direction n feel blur in future.Is it this job suit me?Will i work for how many month or year?Su han...Su han..be strong..be strong...Although strong is easy to say but hard to do.very hard..............

first time.....

My first time write blog..

Is it this is the one of way to express my feeling?I start to get lost direction in my future. What is the meaning of FuTuRe? Future is full of uncertainty or full of Happiness or full of worries?

I always ask myself.Did i make a wrong decision come to Singapore? I forget what is my purpose come here. This question always come out in my mind when i open eye in every morning. I couldnt find answer to comfort myself. The only way i can do is tahan,tahan,tahan. How long i can tahan leh?No idea at all...

Now i just realise study life n working life is totally different. "One of thing i learn at here is when people scold u ,u shouldnt say sorry.No point say sorry to them. is u sorry to urself. we should say thank you to them who scold u. They are teaching us."